心累

今年二月十四至今天十一月二十九
共二百八十八天
共六千九百一十二小时
共四百一十四千七百二十分钟
这不是以一个很长的时间~
但在这里面对一个男生来说却是一个很长的路，甚至是没有尽头的路
在这段时间里，那个男生可说用尽方法来得到她的欢心
也许那个男生不是她的杯茶吧
如果说只付出不求回报，那个人一定是骗你的~
对！！！
我曾经说过这句话，原本以为可以做到但此终还是因为自私而生气，妒嫉，伤心和情绪化
那个男生真的想和她表白，但.............
现在那个男生只好等，等，等，等~
也许他不想她受伤吧~
那个她~
我祝你永远快乐^^

School Holiday~

Wah~ i look like long time didn't write my blog adi~
So how r u all? still havent die for me lo i always not die yet...
Dun noe y suddenly wan write blog maybe today got a bit sot sot...
i hv to say soli to some of my fren bcoz got few post i wrote in chinese so i sure tat they cant understand~ pai seh^^
I think only a little bit of ppl will see my blog...
is time to write story lu:::::
today i wanna go find my lovely chairman to chat chat abt the activity for the following months... after tat she live in taman melur( tai ji yun)<<after she get into my car we went to Mcd to sit down n chat chat .... dun noe y we chat until half den we out of topic to chat another thing.... den we chat abt her boyfren lo after we oso got chat abt our sch activity and abt something around us...
haha she is a quiet funny guy~
after tat we chat until 5 o clock ++ den she said her hse is around tat time for dinner so i bring her back lo...
when fetch her back den got car follow behind me when reach her hse....
den she open n go out den i jz go, i forget to wait her get into hers hse so i call her when i driving on high way... but she didnt answer the phone twice den i start worry... after tat i wait awhile like 3 or 4 minutes den i call back again finally she answered me.... she told me tat she changing cloth so didnt answer my hp...
phew~ i thought really got someone kidnap her wakakakakak....
after tat i reach my home do get back my boring life~
eat sleep bath play gym watchTv music and WaitDie....
so tat's all for today~
see u all next time~

I'm back~What a boring sick days

15/4,17/4,18/4,20/4 those days is my absent days... these few days my stomach always pain n can not tahan~ Y i will get these stupid sick~ somemore make cant concentrate in my basketball match... i think u all will mentioned that 15 /4 and 17/4, between these 2 day got 1 day me got go sch... Y i go sch? Truly tell u all ba tat day is our class basketball match, these kind of basketball match i had waited 5 years but i cant do it well in basketball match... Somemore is infront of her...
I can accept we had losed but i cant accept tat i didn't do well in tat match...
After tat, tis few days i stay at home do ntg, i really feel tat i become a rubbish... but on 20/4 i got take out some book for do revision... 1st is eng 2nd is maths... Actually i only do some revision on eng...
tis few days i used a lot of time to think something, something tat dun noe true or false...
The result is I WILL CHOOSE TO TRUST HER... Y? BECOZ I LOVE HER... IF SHE DID SOMETHING I OSO WILL FORGIVE HER. TRUE LOVE MUST HAVE A TRULY TRUST... SO TAT PLZ DUN TRY TO SAY SOMETHING BAD BEHIND HER IF NOT I WILL CRASH U AT ANYTIME...

害怕〉心痛〉失败〉伤心〉黑暗

这是我的第一封用华语写的心声，同时也有可能使我的最后一封。
在我写这封心声之前，我有想过有可能会让全部人都知道我的事。
韦康，他可以说是一个和我很要好的朋友，甚至有时还会无所不谈。他时常说我很大胆，但有谁知道我为什么会那么大胆？当他说我很大胆的时候，我心里会想大胆有用吗？

告诉你们一个故事：
很久以前，有一个书生在学习期间不小心被“爱”这个话题深深地吸引了。虽然他知道不把心思放在学习上是没有出头的一天，也就是说不可高中状元。人，就是时常被自己的好奇心给制服乐，所以他决定向他喜欢的女生告白。他以一封很婉转的信向她表白，那个女生很自然得明白他的心意。虽然当时没有以一个明确的答案回答书生，但书生也知道这些事是不可勉强的所以就以等待的方式来等他想知道的答案。在等待的期间，他们从不认识到成为朋友，再从朋友变成互相关心的朋友。在这样的发展中让书生觉得他是有希望的。
其实，在书生的心里是一直存在着一份恐惧，因为他知道自己的条件不比那些有钱公子来的好。
在他心里可以说是有一个结把他帮得紧紧地让他无法喘气。
到了一天，书生就提起勇气向心仪的那位女生问道：“我们的距离好像越来越远噢。”
那位女生答：“我们的距离有近过吗？”
这时，书生就以猜的方式判断那位女生是从来没有喜欢过他。
知道他一直追求的答案后，他的信又轻松又伤心。
轻松是因为他终于可以得到他想要的答案了。
伤心是因为自己没有具备那位女生会心动的条件。
不轻易掉眼泪的他，却在这时眼眶开始挤满了泪水。
不过，在眼泪还未成形时他忍住了。
忍住眼泪的原因没有人知道，也许他还坚持，也也许他绝望到不知为什么要流眼泪所以就忍住了。
在科举中，他是名落孙山的。这更让他无法接受他是两头不到岸的失败者。
这是你猜他会有什么行动吧，也把你想的这个行动作为你的各人结局吧。


这个故事背后的意义，我个人也不知道因为当局者迷。

人往往不希望与失败或错误做朋友，因为他们都是会让你们受耻辱的，但没有他们你会反省/改过吗?

有什么感想就写在我的 chatbox 吧~
我会再写部落格吗?

The person who wait for u AND The person that u wait~

The person who wait for u:
mean that got 1 person tat always beside u n wait for ur answer...
The person that u wait:
mean tat got 1 person that worth for u to wait...

Now let me tell u the feeling for these 2 sentences...
between these 2 sentences are belong to different meaning...

1st for those who are waiting someone to give u an answer:
I noe the waitting feels are not gd... but if u wan to do tat, that mean the thing or person is worth to let u wait...
Hv u understand the person who wait by u de feeling?
That person who you wait oso hv his/her/it own problem to solve so that u hv to let he/she/it to solve the problem den u jz can get ur answer...

Until now i think no so many ppl understand wat i say gua...
For me, actually waitting is a gd thing for me. Y?
She/He/It let u wait mean u got the chance to get her/he/it...
But i always get a bad ending at the last minute...
How come my faith will so sad,bad luck and meaningless... Tis i really dun noe~
Maybe i am the best replacer gua...
Or maybe my Ms.Right hvent come~

The most important thing is dun forget or ignore (the person tat u wait)'s feeling...

My exam 1st time get 40++ average mark, wat to do? i hv to refresh myself hehehe...
RBM dun give any pressure to ur lover,that person tat u very sayang, and the person tat u feel is worth for u to wait~

After saw tis post in my fren blog...

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

These few words really can tell u all wat my feeling now~ Tis is full copy from my fren blog...
Hope u all noe my feeling as well...

The day before last subject

Haiz... tmr is last subject for me... tmr de subject is english... so today i think i wont do a revision for it... tmr i tot wanna to do something but kena rejected so i think i hv to go wth my fren (go gaigai)... But today 9.30++ got someone tell me tat tmr ada meeting so tat i wan to go meeting den give up to gaigai somemore if go gaigai oso meaningless for me... Tmr is last subject lu~ can go play adi... so wat to do?
I wont so easy give up de !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today very stress oh~

Actually, tis post i dun noe wan to write wat de... today very sad lar bcoz my computer result cant get the mark i wan... computer result is 61 only... wat a stupid mark i get... my aim for tis subject is 80 mark ar... i sad is bcoz tis computer exam is test how to do account by computer but i failed it... U all noe tat my ambition is to be a accountant but... NVM i will do it better next time~
Today i ada driving lesson hehe... orginally today i got other thing do de but rejected so that hv to go driving test... haha hope tat today i can drive well until no nid take test oso can pass get P !!! haha(i still dreaming)
Guys !!!! u all having exam hor? (Only for tsun jin student,other no sch de plz dun see wakakak)
try ur best ba~ RMB ur health is more important than ur exam !!!!
I will try my best to do tat thing i wan to do... exam...study...games...something else?...

Exam Near Adi

Aloha~ very sorry tat i so late only updated my blog. Tis few day mmg busy until die...Sometime wan play game more awhile oso cant... Dun noe y tis few day i feel the pressure macam can stop my breath...
Tell u all something lar, i in sch got 4 position,in class i'm the ppl who take care the classroom item(the specific name i dun noe paiseh),in sch i oso got another 3 position, tat is graduate team de class represent and promotion de class represent. For the Last 1, I oso the chairman of the activity tat appeal all senior 3 student to study UEC.
I noe tat my study isn't tat good but i try lo... Maybe can curi skill from other ppl...
No no no, i oso the activity management de leader... So total is 5 position...
Sometime i oso dun noe tat which position am i doing.
Still got 10 days for the exam so i hv to harder to get better result...
I no write blog = my mood is gd wakakaka...

Something tat is let me regret~ I still not enough ability to stay wth u but i will try my best~

TRY UR BEST TO DO TAT,IF U FEEL TAT THING IS IMPOSSBILE AFTER U DO TAT MAYBE CAN GET THE ANSWER U WAN,BUT IF U FAILED IT U OSO CAN LEARN FROM MISTAKE.

for those words is for someone wish to get something impossible...

Valentine Day

Last Saturday was Valentine Day. Many of people go gai gai wth gf but i dun hv the chance to do tat so. On tat day. i back to johor to celebrate my cousin's Bday. Dia mmg lucky can birth in valentine day...
On tat day, i was very very very happy bcoz i can get a special present, but tat present isn't a thing but is a chance. Although it failed on the next day but i can feel tat the chance owner was very serious to do the decision...
Tat day is a very happy day for me... So start from now, i should do something...
On tat day, i had met some fren...
Tat group ppl very funny 1, they oso macam kid although all older than me wakakakaka...

Today !!!! I very tired dun noe y so after bath den i terus tidur 4 hours hehe...

School Study

Wah, still got 24 days before exam, i going to stress again liao hmm.... i still got alot of thing havent study yet(havent start revision)... Today my account test got a bit disappointed bcoz i miss some important point but is ok for me hehe tat mistake i wil treat it as my new knowledge.... for last time i think i will be stress bcoz i will very mind abt my exam(Account subject only).... I oso dun noe y i choose accounting as my aim of the study, but i jz noe tat it really make me interest. At the same time the other subjects abt business i oso got a bit interest... So how ur study? (abt tat waitting result de plz dun give any command if not i will punch u n whack u) Today my mood oso not bad... can say normal lo.
Erm, got a gd news and shock news for me. Wilz n yingying(my fren) kawan balik adi wakakaka like this ma gd lo all fren no quarrel hehehe....

.........................

Today my sch got a small team went to Melaka bcoz ours private sch leader(Shen Mu Yu) passed away. He really hlp us a lot and he not a person tat scare abt government,for me, he is a hero but i think we no nid to sad abt tat. He death when he was 92 or 95 year old.
Today i think my emotion is a bit down, but nvm lo(dah biasa). Today i wan do account, maths, history and write the kertas memohon holiday for my absent wakakak...
Today my mood oso not so gd so dun wan write so many...
erm... viewer i think only got Wilz,RouAn(maybe) and who? i think only u 2 wakakaka.

What a tired day......

Yesterday nite agak-agak 8.00, my AD(Aiya-Daddy) called me go out for yam cha and pratice about game de thing,bcoz of some technical problem so tat i almsot late jor 1 hour++ jz meet them. After go there den we chg to other place for our trainning. Our trainning train until midnite 1 o clock. They told me tat they will fetch me back but they lied me !!!!!! After trainning den we went for discussing the mistake during our trainning. After discuss den they yam cha... WTF i wait until 3.30 jz can start to back...
5.30 i have to wake up bath n wait my van to fetch me to sch.( i only sleep 2 hours)
After reach sch den i busy to prepare my homework(absent oso hv to do homework de)... kao dim it adi den adi is 7.25... 7.25 all senior 3 hv a talk... the talk oso not bad heheh...
After finish sch is 10.50 den i hv to go join cocuriculum. Before fall in, we all hv to chg our uniform but i late adi so tat hv to bumping 30 times, after tat we hv some activity... after that den is lunch... after lunch hv to fall in oso but i oso late(pif late 2 minutes only ar...) den bumping 30 times again...
Pif bumping 60 times adi ar !!! After tat i owned cadet 25 times bumping so oso hv to do it today.
Totally today i hv done 85 bumping wakakakak. After tat i take taxi balik rumah. After bath den KO on the bed.

Today My Feeling

Today is my 1st day sch after CNY holiday. Today i forget to bring the uniform to sch bcoz today got the kadet paper test and physical test. After the both of the test, we get scold my our chairman(JunKang),tat is bcoz we r not doing well. After scold den is the punishment.What punishment i get? Aiyo, cheap cheap only ma. Jz only 100 bumping lolz... Bcoz of my leg cacat so i can own them 25 bumping den tis saturday pay back(Macam ini pun ada swtness).
I oso happy tat i can rmb to post my post hehe. Yesterday i get a book keep question from my schmate, he say tat question very difficult. After tat i wan |c him so tat i ask him give me the question to do. Finally, i used 30 minute to do it, i rasa bangga wakakak.
Today back sch really suck !!!! A lot of homework waiting for me to do. Today my game got war so tat maybe nid to do "them" after 11 o clock. Abt the last post de unhappy thing, i think i will try my best to put it down n throw it away. Some more dun worry abt me, i think i can handle my emotion(EQ High). I oso trust myself tat i wont suddenly go punch ppl de wkakkakak.
As a conclusion,today my mood isn't good bcoz of tat punishment(My false) and tat pangkat de...
YOU SHOULD UNDERSTAND UR CONDITION THEN U JZ CAN COOL DOWN N SOLVE UR PROBLEM...

My 1st post

Today my leg pain so ponteng sch, hehe always is my second day ponteng. 1st day write blog so tat feeling a bit weird. Guys i dunnoe i will cont write or not after tis but i will try to let u all noe my feeling. Me tis person always hv negative thinking but not the tat of suicide hehe. But for me, the important thing all my fren happy. Jz like i can lend my fren thing to let him can be famous, or me can say like tis.he got enough skill to do tat so. So how u all feel my blog? I oso dun noe y i will make a blog like tis, maybe i wan u all noe wat i am doing gua...
Somemore, guys tell u all i dislike quarrel. quarrel between fren wth fren is the thing i dun wan to see n do. U like tat thing?
Today me at hse very free so i can write a lot of thing. Yesterday,i really going to crazy. When u always play in tat position but one day ur fren take place ur position,tis kind of thing u will happy? wat u will do? for me, i choose to chg position to surpport him, maybe i really dun hv enough skill at all. in my heart,something tat is new wat a scary thing coz hv to learn,get scold,let ppl shoot somemore i dislike ppl berlagak infront of me. But nvm lo,everyone happi den enough. But when i take my hp i saw a msg from my classmate(a girl tat i admire), she sms me den we start out chatting,hehe, after chat i jz noe she oso a girl always late sleep,bcz she at sch is a gd girl doesn't look like will do tat thing. Yesterday we chat until almost 2am, she really can tahan oh? In my eye, she very perfect in exam. I wish she can happy and do well in hers exam.
today i stop here lo, hehe now i going to learn how to make my blog more better.